Stuffed, Pregnancy & Life

Ever feel so miserable after you eat? I mean, so miserably full, that you can't sit up anymore. The need to lay down and breathe. No matter how big or small I eat, I get full easily. I guess it's true that baby boys sit higher than girls. With Teagan, I never felt like this. I can eat a lot and still feel good. Now, all I think about before I eat is how miserable I will be. Well, I figured out how to balance my eating routines. It's getting better now... I'm feeling less miserable.

I'm almost 6 months pregnant now, and I'm not nesting yet. I guess it's because it's almost Teagan's birthday. I have 4 days to prepare something for her. I still haven't bought her a gift, and not so sure about what I'll be cooking. Hopefully after this party, I can relax, and start preparing for our baby boy. I have been a lazy mother, or am I just too busy? Let's say I've been busy b/c it's true, I have been busy, that's why I have also been lazy. Make sense?!

Oh, baby boy is doing good. No names for him yet, we gave up. He is very active. I can feel him every night before I sleep. I am super full all the time (eating or not), and I pee like crazy. I've gained a total of 10 pounds in 6 months. Good or bad?! LOL I'm a big cow now... and I can't wait to see how big he's gonna be. Excited, but too busy to express it. To be honest, I haven't bought a single thing for him yet. Everytime I go shopping, I buy girl stuff. I guess it's become a habbit. LOL I know I'm awful!! I promise, after Teagan's birthday, i will start doing something for this boy. =P (I want to give her all my love before i dedicate myself to this newborn).

Speaking of Teagan, I miss her so much. It's monday night, and she slept at grandma's last night. I don't see her until tomorrow after work. =(

ANYWAY, life has made a few wrong turns for us, but I guess we just have to keep moving forward. It can take you by surprise and change everything. Just like in a blink of an eye. All we can do about it is pray and hope for the best. I haven't been sleeping for almost a month now. I hate it when I can't sleep. Oh sleepless night, please go away...

I think this is enough update?! I will have pictures up soon....
God bless.